A family of 4 may be a family of 3.
Saying it makes it feel real, which is not what I want, but I have to face facts.
I don't want to tell my family.
I don't want him to leave, but I think some things are out of my control
I need strength.
I feel like this isn't fair, I'm 25 and trying to make everything work.
I don't care about myself, I care for my two sweet innocent gifts of grace that I have been blessed with. For godsakes how do I fix this for them.