Prayers and tears

A family of 4 may be a family of 3.

Saying it makes it feel real, which is not what I want, but I have to face facts.

I don't want to tell my family.

I don't want him to leave, but I think some things are out of my control

I need strength.

I feel like this isn't fair, I'm 25 and trying to make everything work.

I don't care about myself, I care for my two sweet innocent gifts of grace that I have been blessed with. For godsakes how do I fix this for them.